You and I cannot keep going up and down on this matter. Let us stand firm in this belief, that the Lord has lifted your burdens. He has once and for all time set us free. We must take thought in that gift He has given the world. Whom the Son has set free is free indeed. Work on believing that 100%. We are always let down by others and we are worn out by it. Let us recall that we have done the same to our Lord and Savior. We have caused Him immeasurable grief as He covers all our sins. It is the Blood that has washed all our trespasses away. We are not to be burdened again by the weight of sin. He traded your bags for His. All He desires is your heart in His. He longs to live in your world and be a loving God and Father. The Son just wants true siblings that donot mind calling Him Lord as first born of the Father. We are not jealous because He sits next to the Father of all Creation. We are not working to take anything from the Savior. We bring the sacrifice of praise into the house of the Lord.
Do not get easily tricked back into bondage with the enemy. You need the Word in your ears and not the sligh lying tongue of the fallen one. If He can persuade you and I to deny our rightful inheritance through Christ, then we are truly lost souls traveling a longer journey than we care to admit. You dont find yourself in this story brothers and sisters. You come to yourself in a pit of dung, and He still invites you in His house. As long as you and I are willing to be cleaned.